Celi’s lesson in surviving and flourishing in the darkest moment!

thekitchensgarden

Do you ever feel like laying your head flat on the table and just bawling. Just close your eyes and lay the whole side of your face onto the table and cry. Not where people can see you. Not as an exhibition. Maybe, when you are alone in the kitchen cleaning up after the dinner that you spent hours preparing in between everything else.  Or when you are picking  the dinner from the gardens. Or out walking.  Usually we are tired when it happens. Last night it was when I was walking the dogs. I had a washing basket moment. I stood with my dogs watching the grass grow in this incredible dripping heat and just cried.  

I miss home. I miss being a kid or a daughter or someone’s sister.    I miss being the mother and the teacher. We  even miss when we were Not in charge…

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